It’s not how I usually like to spend my time, but with winter in its final throes and another dose of whatever is going around, I have a real case of the sads.
To add to my woes, I seem to have developed some writer’s block and it is hurting my heart. It’s not that I am lost for words, because honestly, that never happens. It is more that I am lost for motivation.
I let someone devalue me the other day and it has me wondering, what’s it all for?
Why do I write?
What am I hoping to achieve?
Will I ever achieve it?
I write because I have to – it’s what makes me tick.
I hope that someday I can find my people, the ones who I have been trying to reach with my words.
But the truth is, I might never cut through the noise. I might never achieve my ultimate goals and I have to find a way to come to terms with that. OR…
I can put an end to this funk and push through!
I’m not a quitter!
It’s so easy to fall in a hole and it’s even easier to stay there, but that is not what I am meant for. I will pull myself out of this quagmire and get my act together, because the alternative is not an alternative at all!